12/2/2018

Date: 12/2/2018
Current lesson: Threshold 6

Salutation:
....morning: 07:32
....afternoon: 11:30
....evening:16:40

Meditation: mindfulness
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Meditation: "I look forward with confidence to the perfect realization of the eternal splendor of the limitless light.
....time: 16:30
....duration: 15 minutes
....results: I imagined meditating in lotus position on the grass in the forest in which I was buried in the previous Netzach meditation. The other copy of me was still buried in front of me. I then entered the ground somehow into a small cavern below where I was buried. Crystals started growing out of the ceiling and walls. Some of them channeled in light from the surface. I ran my hands along the ceiling and whispered "I love you, brother" to my other body buried just above me in this cave.

The next thing that happened is that Darth Vader appeared before me with his light saber lit. We approached each other in silence. He turned off his light saber and we sat down on the floor facing each other, both in lotus position (padmasana). We sat on the floor facing each other meditating.

Daily-life: I usually struggle more with laziness on the weekends than during the week. I'm struggling with laziness today too. This is why it's so late for me to get started on my studies.
Books-being-read: "Mystical Qabalah" by Dion Fortune.
"Hod is intellect, concrete thought, the reduction of intuitive knowledge to form"
Other: 20 minutes on Threshold 4 goal