Date: 11/23/2018
Current lesson: Threshold 6
Current lesson: Threshold 6
Salutation:
....morning: 10:10
....afternoon: 12:10
....evening: 16:57
....morning: 10:10
....afternoon: 12:10
....evening: 16:57
Meditation: mindfulness
....time: 12:15
....duration: 40 minutes
....results: difficulty relaxing
....time: 12:15
....duration: 40 minutes
....results: difficulty relaxing
Meditation: "I am a center of expression of the primal will-to-good which eternally creates and sustains the universe".
....time: 20:40
....duration: 10 minutes
....results: "We're all hand-puppets of Deity, so stop taking things so personally."
....time: 20:40
....duration: 10 minutes
....results: "We're all hand-puppets of Deity, so stop taking things so personally."
The phrase "I think therefore I am", is still valid, but it says nothing about "who" or "what" I am. It also does not indicate whether I am an entity who is distinct from other entities.
Daily-life: Day after Thanksgiving. Nice, slow day.
Yesterday, I had a really hard time emotionally. I saw a child hood bully on facebook and it sent me into a VERY, VERY dark place for hours. The "hand puppet" statement above seems to address my feeling so intensely inadequate and inherently broken.
Books-being-read: "Mystical Qabalah" - Dion Fortune.
Other:
18:40 - 30 minutes on Threshold 4 goal.
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