Date: 11/7/2018
Salutation: adoration
....morning: 09:45
....afternoon: 12:32
....evening: 16:35
....morning: 09:45
....afternoon: 12:32
....evening: 16:35
Meditation: mindfulness
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Meditation: rhythmic breathing
....time: 21:50
....duration: 15 minutes
....results:
After I cast the Cross Of Light circle, the circle-crosses became almost as independent beings that were dear friends. They encircled me and put their hands on my chest. I leaned my head forward and started to tear up. They truly loved me for who I was.
When I banished the circle, each cross reached out and took my hands before fading.
When meditating, my breathing was somewhat better than usual.
I recited the Pattern on the Trestleboard.
When reciting "Fill with understanding of it's perfect law, I am guided, moment by moment, along the path of liberation", I got the impression that "it's perfect law" was a living presence in and of itself.
"From the exhaustless riches of its limitless substance ...": "its limitless substance" is also alive. Not only to I draw all things needful. I am made of this limitless substance on all levels.
....time: 21:50
....duration: 15 minutes
....results:
After I cast the Cross Of Light circle, the circle-crosses became almost as independent beings that were dear friends. They encircled me and put their hands on my chest. I leaned my head forward and started to tear up. They truly loved me for who I was.
When I banished the circle, each cross reached out and took my hands before fading.
When meditating, my breathing was somewhat better than usual.
I recited the Pattern on the Trestleboard.
When reciting "Fill with understanding of it's perfect law, I am guided, moment by moment, along the path of liberation", I got the impression that "it's perfect law" was a living presence in and of itself.
"From the exhaustless riches of its limitless substance ...": "its limitless substance" is also alive. Not only to I draw all things needful. I am made of this limitless substance on all levels.
Daily-life:
Books-being-read:
Other:
09:00 around 20 minutes on Threshold lesson 4 goal.
Books-being-read:
Other:
09:00 around 20 minutes on Threshold lesson 4 goal.
When I perform the adoration, I visualize and "All Seeing Eye" in the triangle floating above a King and Queen, who are sometimes embracing. The eye then often expands more and more until the King and Queen are within it's pupil. If I don't see the King and Queen, I can then ask the Eye to be feminine and it often will be. Or I can imagine it as masculine and that happens easier. I find that it's emotionally important for me to achieve some masculine/feminine balance when performing the adoration. The term Lord throws me somewhat but I'm compensating for it with the above imagery.
Sometimes, I also see the eye in the middle of the Yin-Yang symbol.
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