Monday, May 13, 2019

5/14/2019

Date: 5/14/2019
Current lesson: Threshold 9
Salutation:
....morning: 06:04
....afternoon: 13:04
....evening: 20:07
Meditation: mindfulness
....time:
....duration:
....results:
Meditation: ribono shel olam
....time: 20:43
....duration: 30 minutes
....results: Why meditating I began imagining that I was in a room in a large cathedral made of black stone at night. Then I was in a room above, also made of black stone, but it was daylight and it faced east. This room had no eastern wall. Then, I was on the ground floor again crawling down through a jagged hole in the floor. In the space under the floor, I found another copy of myself. He (the other copy of myself) was quite wretched and starving for he had been trapped down there under the stone floor of the cathedral. I brought him food and water and bathed him. And then we just sat together under the floor and I hugged and held him as he wept and sobbed. He was afraid to come up out of the hole into the cathedral and I could not convince him to come out.

Daily-life: Feeling decent. Crazy busy project at work. Sheesh.
Books-being-read:
Other: 
I've been studying the knowledge lecture material every day.
I need to switch off between the astrological stuff and the hebrew stuff.
I'm going to focus on just the hebrew alphabet chart for several days.
I'm having a lot of trouble finding time to work on the rosary bag. I typically get back to Nette's too late

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